college life

Dorm Life For The First Time

October 09, 2018

It has been a while right? You must be wondering of my whereabouts and why I didn't even bother to write an entry.

Well truth be told, I have been busy (for real though, when did I not?) The past month was hectic and crazy I don't even remember much of it.

Back to the main topic, I started my dorming life for the very first time in my life. I was very nervous because 1) This is my first time living away from home and 2) I'm no more at Sabah.

I get insecure telling my private life so I'm just gonna let it out for a teeny little bit . I entered college a week ago, just enrolled so I'm gonna say that I'm a freshie still.

Obviously with dorming, you'll have roommates right? And I got to say a week knowing my roommates so far they are great. Really.

It actually didn't feel like it's only been a week I arrived here as it already feels like I'm here for so long.

Classes were supposed to start yesterday but it seems like a spell because I told my roommates that usually the first classes got cancelled for some reason and turns out I was right. Our first class got cancelled and for some reason, I don't really feel excited nor happy because it got cancelled as I'm kinda looking forward for it.

That aside, I think I can cope with dorming life. Honestly, the homesick was unbearable but I think I can manage because I've always wanted to continue my studies and now that I've got to do it, homesick is only my key to do well I think. There's no way I will come home without any improvement right?

Wish me luck guys and I'm terrible sorry for not updating in so long.


Eid Mubarak to all + Having writer's block

August 22, 2018

Eid Mubarak everyone.

It has been a while since I last make an update. I've been drafting my entries and the amount of draft entries are more than the amount of entries I've posted. 

Anyway, how was your Eid? Mine was quite meh as I was tired so I decided to sleep in. I didn't make any plans either. The entire day was spent watching movies with my families. And the day was brightened up a bit by the appearance of my cousins.

By the way, I feel like I'm on writer's block. And it has been going on for weeks. I wanted to update but I seriously had no idea on what to write and I feel like I'm just gonna disappoint those who read my contents as they're becoming worse and I don't know just boring, I guess?

I have tried blogwalking and whenever I got the slightest idea and inspiration to write, I sat hours in front of my laptop trying to make the words come out of my complicated mind but they wouldn't come out and I'm frustrated at myself for having this problem.

Hence, I spent time blogwalking and reading to improve my writing skills and also to find some sort of motivation to write. Although it worked a little, the inspiration to write just wouldn't come and I feel like banging my head on the wall (well not really but you know what I mean)

So, here I am updating an effortless entry. I think that's all from me for now. I hope you guys are well and happy. Take good care of yourself and also be careful of the heat. It's crazy.

See you when I see you.